don’t u know?u r my special one .and how much i need u ,how much i love u .i am leaving my life in ur hand. peolpe say i am crazy n i am blind .but i don’t care coz they don’t know our lovely past .in our past ,we walked together,we ran in the rain together ,we laughed together and we cried together………don’t u remember it?why did u leave me?don’t u know i can’t live without u .u are not just my past ,not only my present .but also my future.i said once,”u can see another one,but pls don’t leave me….i can allow u for a while …and u can think another one  but pls don’t let anyone settle in ur heart .u can take her hand but ps don’t give up my hand “.Although i even said like that,u tried to leave me .What was i wrong ?what i am wrong ?when u was in trouble ,we face together.when u was happy ,we laughed together.when u felt sorry,we cried together….anything u need,i was ready for u …just say that it is true.pls take a look to our past ..There was happy memory,there was understanding,loyality,honesty,promises and patience in our past .moreover,there was love<true love >between us.But now where do they go?why do they disappear?why?why?who breaks these strings?u or i or fate ………i thought that there was a firm string more than love between us.but i was wrong.now nothing is left .all r vaporized…May b that is my fault..coz i forgot to check ur love,suspect ur words n analyze ur smile.so i m left …but u should know that it is my heart that u used to play as ur dice .without u,what do i do ?where do i go ?i don’t know what to do and.it is getting lonely .i m confusing with thoughts..i do miss u by standing in the rain..by looking in the sky….i know that i can’t turn my calendar to reach the past .i am just ur old flame ….we only met in the past ,we only loved in the past.so i have to leave u in the past .
                                              i am strong
                                              i am brave
                                              i am not a soft girl
                                              i can’t be a heart broken girl 
 i am whispering these words and catch my hands not to press ur ph no and my mind not to reach the past  and try not to miss u.so someday ,i will forget u .i m trying my best ….so don’t worry about me …stay cool  and Go on………